So anyway, I'm sitting here, I'm supposed to be studying btw hey, and I'm thinking that I'm pretty much done with matric. how weird is that? you spend 12 years of your life in an educational institution of your choice, and then suddenly is "goodbye, thank you for
not breaking the law."
I've been through so much these last few, well the last almost 18 years of my life. (I'll be 18 in January, how epic is that?). but i mean we all go through so much in our lives that nobody else will ever know about. or even care. is that sad to anybody but me? i mean you don't care about my problems, although you might pretend to for the sake of politeness, but really, you're to involved in your own life. and the same goes for me. all those Facebook causes and countless petitions we sign to make ourselves feel better for being schemey, self involved bastards are just a front. sure we'll go through the motions the first couple days, weeks if your lucky, and then you forget about it. you've got more immediate problems to deal with. but that's what happens every time you wanna do something, from cleaning out the garage to reorganising your cupboard or applying for that course in computer science you always wanted, or even writing a book or getting that new job application out there. and then the next thing you know, you're old and your looking back at a life built entirely of regrets.
not breaking the law."
I've been through so much these last few, well the last almost 18 years of my life. (I'll be 18 in January, how epic is that?). but i mean we all go through so much in our lives that nobody else will ever know about. or even care. is that sad to anybody but me? i mean you don't care about my problems, although you might pretend to for the sake of politeness, but really, you're to involved in your own life. and the same goes for me. all those Facebook causes and countless petitions we sign to make ourselves feel better for being schemey, self involved bastards are just a front. sure we'll go through the motions the first couple days, weeks if your lucky, and then you forget about it. you've got more immediate problems to deal with. but that's what happens every time you wanna do something, from cleaning out the garage to reorganising your cupboard or applying for that course in computer science you always wanted, or even writing a book or getting that new job application out there. and then the next thing you know, you're old and your looking back at a life built entirely of regrets.
for example, i have to go now, and as much as i wanna finish this, i probably wont. why? I'm in the middle of exams right now. that's valid, but we'll see. i would like to finish this though. it seems like something i should do. always wanted a blog. later
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