I'm sitting here avoiding my homework like the plague, because for some reason I just really can't focus on it right now, but then that's nothing new. Haven't been able to focus on work for a while. Don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I feel like I'm drifting. I can't focus on anything for very long... as is evident by the fact that this post had a point and now I've gone completely off topic.
It's just so hot now. Summer hasn't left yet. Global Warming to blame again I suppose. Perhaps Futurama has a point - humanity is really fucked. But try explaining that to them. Go on. I dare you. And don't get me started on the insect infestation that this summer has brought me. Usually it's just Easels and the like. but now it's ants, and beetles and all manner of creepy-crawlies, all of whom give me the heebie-jeebies. I'm very much a girl in that aspect of my life. In any case this heat is almost claustrophobic - it kind of reaches in around you and smothers you in humidity and an all-pervasive sense of lethargy, which is doing a real number on my work ethic. I'd rather sit on DamnLOL, Memebase and Facebook than do work (this isn't a new development by any means, but usually I have more self-control than this.
Anyway, back to my original thought train - or as close to as I'm going to get in the next couple of days :).
By now I've completely forgotten my original point in this, but I think it may have been something about the total futility of absolutely everything. There is no point that I have been able to come up with for the existence of anything. That is not to say that there isn't one, I just haven't figured it out. But honestly? I'm sort of leaning towards there isn't one. This is all just random causality and bad luck. Now don't get me wrong, this isn't one of those doom and gloom emo fests that me and millions of teenagers all over the world are so very fond off, this is an actual, genuine question, and if any one of the millions of people who I'm absolutely positive sit riveted by my wisdom, glued to my frequent blog posts, full as they are of wit and poise and genius, have an answer, I'd be delighted to argue with you over it.
What is the point of humanity in your opinion? Coz I'm drawing a blank on it. And I'd really like to know, coz I'm not allowed to kill myself until I do, and if you can tell me, you'd be doing all of humanity a huge favor by culling one more motherfucking idiot before the zombie apocalypse and the end of the world and all that jazz. And you'd be doing me a favor, coz I don't run very fast, and the idea of being eaten sort of really REALLY creeps me out. But hey, that's just me.
Anyway, this is kind pf becoming pointless now, and I have far too much work to do before the mid-semester break is over, in oh, two days. So bye bye if you care, fuck you and goodnight if you don't;P.
I have to go hunt down and incinerate an annoying mosquito now.
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